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Gateway Chapter 31: Living With What You Did

This is it. Thirty-one chapters. Hundreds of pages. Years of therapy. And now we are here, at the end.

Rob Broadhead is still in the chair. Sigfrid is still across from him. The same room. The same machine. The same conversation they have been having since page one. Except this time, there is nowhere left to hide.

Gateway Chapter 28: The Mission Goes to Hell

This is the chapter where Gateway stops being a psychological novel and becomes a horror story. Not the monster kind. The physics kind. The kind where the universe itself is trying to kill you, and there is no door to run through, no weapon to grab, no hack to deploy.

Gateway Chapter 27: Running From the Session Before the Mission

This chapter is short. Really short. Just a therapy session. One of the last ones before everything goes sideways.

But do not let the length fool you. What happens here matters. Because this is the last time Rob successfully runs from the truth. After this, there is nowhere left to hide.

Gateway Chapter 26: Two Ships, One Mission, and Klara Is Back

The mission is getting real. What was just a name on a board and a number on a contract is now becoming an actual plan with actual ships and actual people who might actually die. And right when Rob thought he had the emotional landscape of his life figured out, Klara walks back into it.

Gateway Chapter 25: Broke, Depressed, and Signing Up Again

Rob is broke. Again. Still. Always. And this time the hole he is sitting in feels deeper than before.

This chapter is about what happens when the universe hands you just enough to survive, but not enough to escape. And about the choices people make when the only options left are bad ones.

Gateway Chapter 24: Solo Mission to the Wrong Place

Rob is alone in space. A One-class ship. Just him and the Heechee controls and fifty-five days of silence.

If the last chapter was about emotional nakedness, this one is about physical and psychological isolation pushed to the breaking point. Pohl gives us everything here. Space adventure, discovery, disaster, rescue, and then the most disturbing therapy session in the entire book.

Gateway Chapter 23: The Confession Rob Never Wanted to Make

This chapter is short. Maybe the shortest in the book. But it hits like a truck.

We are back in the therapy room with Sigfrid. No space missions. No Gateway drama. No alien ships. Just Rob sitting in a chair, trying very hard not to say the thing he knows he needs to say.

Gateway Chapter 21: I Murdered Her Twice

This chapter is a therapy session. Just one. No missions, no Gateway politics, no Heechee technology. Just Rob and Sigfrid in a room. And it is one of the most disturbing chapters in the book.

Gateway Chapter 18: Coming Back to Gateway With Nothing

They are back. Forty-six days in a tiny Heechee ship, cramped and scared and hoping for something, and they are back with nothing. No discovery. No bonus. No glory. Just a docking clamp and a medical team and the smell of a ship that has been lived in too long by too many people.

Gateway Chapter 16: 46 Days for Nothing

Forty-six days.

That is how long Rob and his crew have been sitting inside a Heechee ship. Forty-six days of eating paste, sharing a tiny space with four other people, using a toilet with no privacy, breathing recycled air, and waiting. Just waiting for the ship to arrive wherever the pre-programmed course takes them.

Gateway Chapter 13: When Your Therapist Changes the Furniture

You walk into your therapist’s office and everything has changed. The mat is gone. The mobiles are gone. The fake Hawaiian surf is gone. Instead there is a couch. A traditional, old-school psychoanalyst’s couch. And your therapist, who used to be a voice and some abstract shapes, is now a dummy sitting in a chair wearing dark glasses.

Gateway Chapter 9: Money Can Buy Everything Except Happiness

This chapter is short and it hurts in a quiet way.

We are back in the present with Rob and Sigfrid. No Gateway flashbacks this time. Just a rich man sitting in a therapist’s office, listing all the expensive things he buys. And somehow, every item on the list makes him sound more empty.

Gateway Chapter 7: Fat Kid, Lonely Kid, Broken Kid

After the Blue Hell party and the casino shock of Chapter 6, Pohl drops us right back on the therapy couch. And this time, Sigfrid goes deep. Really deep. This is the chapter where Rob’s armor starts to crack in places he did not even know existed.

Gateway by Frederik Pohl - A Classic Sci-Fi Book Retelling

I just finished reading Gateway by Frederik Pohl and I need to talk about it.

This book won the Hugo, the Nebula, and the John W. Campbell Award when it came out in 1977. And honestly, after reading it, I get why. It hit different from most sci-fi I have read.